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You little sussie, licking your pen Like you think that turns me on All I see is the infection You're spreading a disease you didn't even know you had Much like your thong, you're a pain in the ass Always trying to get higher through the back way I see you looking at the freshmen, and then turning away They think they want to be just like you I'll show you how they turned out The puppet on my arm, glaring at the marionette She is so glorious, but have you had a run lately She's like a piece of paper, making you do all the work But that marionette, she is her own master And we would all be willing slaves, but she stands She doesn

On Thursday I said maybe we Were 20 and 11 with 3 Backs me into a bed, my Friends don't do This is burning me upon the Floor is keeping me here without God you feel so good I Forgot that you weren't mine to Kill me, it would be Sweet is what you are, not Forcing myself harder on Jeans don't let much Contact! That spot right There in the hallway don't you Hear how my breaths Stutter as you try to Convince you I have to go my Sister sleeps right above Here we are the same Age separates us in school we are Crazy is what you call me tonight I will deny you my Body can take so much More than my mind Can I call this off? W

JEALOUSY it feels like BURNING I don't want EMOTIONS hindering my ANGER not at the WORLD so vast and STUPID girl who wants LOVE she found EVERYTHING pushed it AWAY what I have LOST everything is so much LARGER than my heart KNOWS it has more ROOM just for YOU

you never saw me asleep, when I call out peoples names you dont know when i shudder and fall, becacause my body won't obey me you don't know that I set fire to words, because i don't want them to be real you weren't there when i didn't cry for my grandmother, because she had already been gone in my mind you don't know how i can't fall asleep some nights, because i feel suffocated you've never seen me crying, for no goddamn reason whatsoever you've never felt the indents my nails make on my legs, because i hurt myself in my sleep sometimes you don't know how much i stress out, because i don't remember some of my own secrets you don't k

i arch       you shudder i claw       raising welts i devour   your lips bleed i shiver    you hesitate i snap       we fall

i can see the light undulating shadows disappearing on the trapped glass with the noise speeding up the killing making me flood with the watcher knowing our food and yet a guest still up, they say whimpering when love doesn't come fast enough men in warmth to be hung made to break this sleep is taken down covered in protection this silver lining turns to rain falling blurs of happiness

u used to take care of me... i call that love they sent you off to war   you said that if God knew how much you loved me you'd come back well i wrote poems for you all over my arms   so that you'd be with me wherever i went people stared at me when i passed i told them i was still waiting for you it's been a couple years and i thought your tour would be over by now maybe they recruited you again? nobody's come to tell me news about you and i've never gotten a letter, are you lost? i told God again last night how much i loved you... maybe he wasn't listening when you told him how much you loved me

Forgiven,     I went to bed as naked as       Ever will be seen Unnoticed,  I stayed in the display case With only the thunder Pushed,     the bedcover won't stay More restless than the stars Denied,   around my skin of marriage Curiosity befell the wicked

The child with a kiss on her hips You can see the secrets on her skin Fall from her fingertips to live in another mans pocket Tug on her hair to find the the reactions chaotic While in her bed she feasts on the reflections in the window Victim to falling like snow But there are no clothes to be found

The trumpet  its weakness         Whispering To the city  in the night         Broken The blue  in this holy hovel         Taunting

Another morning waking up The first thing on my mind is you. Another day quickly ruined Knowing there's nothing I can do. Knowing I can see your smile Might make my day a little brighter. But knowing you won't be smiling for me.. Makes that sweet thought turn bitter. Another morning. Your name on my mind. Another night. This feels like a crime. Because that's how you treat it after all. Every time I try to stand to walk You turn it back to a crawl. But I don't care. Do as you please. While I'm still begging on my knees. Don't mistake my kindness for weakness, dear. One day I'll prove my worth, right here. Then my name wi